I hope you all find someone who gives you cute names and tells you it’s adorable when you do embarrassing things and hugs you when it’s early in the morning and makes you feel like you have a whole disneyland fireworks show going off inside your body and never ever lets you go
And I understand. I understand why people hold hands: I’d always thought it was about possessiveness, saying ‘This is mine’. But it’s about maintaining contact. It is about speaking without words. It is about I want you with me and don’t go.
I’m currently killing time in Singapore airport, and I’m sorry I don’t know how to make a read more on my iPad. Feel free to scroll past this post if you don’t want to read all about Trent.
I wake up amazed every day that this wonderful man seems to find me beautiful. I never thought I’d be lucky enough to actually fall in love with someone who seems to think the same of me. Someone I can be myself with and he still loves me. I’m just so incredibly happy that he seems to want to stick around yet I’m completely and utterly petrified. I’ve let my heart be so vulnerable and I hope the next 4 weeks don’t change this. Yet if it does, I know it wasn’t meant to be. If we can make it through this month, well I feel I just keep falling even more in love with him and I have no problem with that.
Everything with him just seems so easy and natural.
Being able to find someone you click with so naturally is the best feeling ever. You feel like you’ve been best friends you’re whole life, it feels like you’re coming home. You’re so comfortable with them. Maybe that’s what a soulmate is. Not someone who shares every single thing in common with you, but someone who feels like home.